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Welcome to my blog. Here you’ll find my latest thoughts, notes, and occasional deep dives on whatever is currently on my mind.

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  • New Years 2026
    New Years 2026
    1 January 2026 · 115 words · 1 mins
    Life is a mix of highs and lows—from losing 100 lbs and exploring Europe to saying goodbye to my Mema. Here is a brief look back at the laughs and tears of 2025, and what I’m prioritizing as we head into 2026.
  • Mema 💜
    Mema 💜
    11 December 2025 · 1150 words · 6 mins
    A few weeks ago I lost one of the most important people in my life. My Mema went to sleep on November 16, 2025 and never woke up.
  • Day 243: A Noticeable Difference
    Day 243: A Noticeable Difference
    5 July 2025 · 18 words · 1 mins
    A short reflection on how months of Zepbound, consistency, and gym time have led to a noticeable physical transformation.
  • Day 100: From Food Addiction to Freedom
    Day 100: From Food Addiction to Freedom
    12 February 2025 · 815 words · 4 mins
    One hundred days on Zepbound—stats, weight loss, and the emotional shift from food addiction toward feeling freer, healthier, and more honest with myself.
  • penguin+tophat
    penguin+tophat
    26 August 2022 · 26 words · 1 mins

    Today is the day that will most certainly change the rest of my life. I married the kindest, sweet, and most incredible person I’ve ever met.

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2026

New Years 2026

New Years 2026

··115 words·1 min
Life is a mix of highs and lows—from losing 100 lbs and exploring Europe to saying goodbye to my Mema. Here is a brief look back at the laughs and tears of 2025, and what I’m prioritizing as we head into 2026.

2025

Mema 💜

Mema 💜

··1150 words·6 mins
A few weeks ago I lost one of the most important people in my life. My Mema went to sleep on November 16, 2025 and never woke up.
My Take on the 2025 iPhone Event

My Take on the 2025 iPhone Event

··642 words·4 mins
A candid breakdown of Apple’s 2025 iPhone event—what impressed me, what didn’t, and which devices I’m actually buying.
Day 243: A Noticeable Difference

Day 243: A Noticeable Difference

··18 words·1 min
A short reflection on how months of Zepbound, consistency, and gym time have led to a noticeable physical transformation.
Day 235: Another Dosage Increase

Day 235: Another Dosage Increase

··229 words·2 mins
Reflections on increasing my Zepbound dosage to 12.5 mg, how my body is adjusting, and why connecting with others on the same journey matters.
Day 202: The Dreaded Plateau

Day 202: The Dreaded Plateau

··321 words·2 mins
A candid look at a frustrating weight-loss plateau, medication adjustments, and why stalled progress doesn’t mean failure.
Day 185: Vials & Needles

Day 185: Vials & Needles

··213 words·1 min
Switching from Zepbound auto-injectors to vials: lower cost, tiny needles, extra overfill, and why the change feels easier and more empowering.
Day 155: Zepbound + Travel

Day 155: Zepbound + Travel

··791 words·4 mins
Traveling internationally on Zepbound: managing dose changes, minimizing side effects, keeping medication cold, and what worked during a multi-week trip.
Day 100: From Food Addiction to Freedom

Day 100: From Food Addiction to Freedom

··815 words·4 mins
One hundred days on Zepbound—stats, weight loss, and the emotional shift from food addiction toward feeling freer, healthier, and more honest with myself.
Day 97: Cleaning Out the Closet

Day 97: Cleaning Out the Closet

··63 words·1 min
Clearing out clothes I wore to hide—day 97 felt like closing a chapter and making room for confidence.
Day 86: Moving Back Down

Day 86: Moving Back Down

··268 words·2 mins
10 mg was too much—side effects hit hard, so I’m dialing it back to 7.5 mg and focusing on what actually works for my body.

2024

Day 51: A Visual Difference

Day 51: A Visual Difference

··82 words·1 min
It’s a Christmas win! Day 51 is the first time I can actually see the changes in the mirror!
Day 40: A Change in Strategy

Day 40: A Change in Strategy

··150 words·1 min
I’m shifting my shot day to better handle weekends for less second-guessing, smaller portions, and a strategy that feels more sustainable.
Day 29: More Benefits

Day 29: More Benefits

··236 words·2 mins
Almost a month in and my resting heart rate is down, anxiety feels quieter, the higher dose is settling in, and CrossFit is officially back.
Day 27: Movin’ on Up

Day 27: Movin’ on Up

··117 words·1 min
Moving up to 5 mg—appetite suppression was fading, side effects have been manageable, and I’m jumping back into CrossFit to build strength.
Day 15: It's Not All Linear

Day 15: It's Not All Linear

··226 words·2 mins
Two weeks in, the scale bounces, food noise lingers, and I’m wrestling with the idea that using medication somehow counts as cheating.
Day 7: The Noise Returns

Day 7: The Noise Returns

··198 words·1 min
A week in, the food noise whispers again—not loud, but noticeable—and I start figuring out what listening to my body actually feels like.
Day 4: Never Thought I Would Have This Problem

Day 4: Never Thought I Would Have This Problem

··176 words·1 min
Day four surprise… I wasn’t eating nearly enough. Side effects hit, numbers didn’t lie, and I realized I had to relearn how to fuel my body.
Day 1: It Works

Day 1: It Works

··284 words·2 mins
Day one and it’s already working—less hunger, quieter food noise, a few mild side effects, and a cautious but real sense of optimism.
Day 0: The First Injection

Day 0: The First Injection

··312 words·2 mins
Day zero—taking my first Zepbound shot, eating a ’last meal,’ and sitting with the nerves of starting something that felt bigger than I expected.
Day -5: The Beginning

Day -5: The Beginning

··261 words·2 mins
The moment it clicked—why I finally asked my doctor about Zepbound, what pushed me past the fear, and how this whole journey really began.

2023

Emotional Food

Emotional Food

··130 words·1 min
A poem about untangling food from emotions and learning how to sit with myself, feel everything, and still choose self-love.

2022

penguin+tophat

penguin+tophat

··26 words·1 min
Today is the day that will most certainly change the rest of my life. I married the kindest, sweet, and most incredible person I’ve ever met.
I’m Choosey: My Default Browser

I’m Choosey: My Default Browser

··293 words·2 mins
I’m picky about browsers — Choosey lets me route links to the right one automatically, or pick on the fly when I need to.

2020

#LaunchAmerica

#LaunchAmerica

··155 words·1 min
Watching #LaunchAmerica felt hopeful in a heavy moment—space reminding me we’re all sharing this planet and justice should be for everyone.

Blog Themes

Analog World Observations on emotion, presence, and the non-digital parts of life.

2018

Validate your macOS FileVault Recovery Key

Validate your macOS FileVault Recovery Key

··134 words·1 min
I had a FileVault panic—was my recovery key even right? Turns out there’s a quick Terminal command to check without rebooting.

2017

#MeToo

#MeToo

··736 words·4 mins
My story of sexual assault, why I chose to speak out, and how breaking the silence became part of protecting others and healing myself.
Late Night Haiku

Late Night Haiku

··38 words·1 min
A quiet haiku written mid-flight, less than a day after the Las Vegas shooting, trying to process tragedy from far above it.
One Year Later

One Year Later

··557 words·3 mins
One year into Seattle life, I reflect on how comfort crept in, what I lost sight of, and why I’m recommitting to staying curious, restless, and in pursuit.
Our Sixmonthiversary

Our Sixmonthiversary

··498 words·3 mins
Six months into Seattle life, I reflect on independence, growth, finding my rhythm, and how stepping out on my own changed everything.
Safari Can’t Find Server

Safari Can’t Find Server

··53 words·1 min
Fix the “Safari Can’t Find the Server” error by flushing the macOS DNS cache. A quick Terminal command restores site loading in Safari.

2016

Onward & Upward: I'm Seattle's Newest Resident

Onward & Upward: I'm Seattle's Newest Resident

··620 words·3 mins
I’m moving to Seattle for a new role at AWS—why it felt right, what I’m leaving behind, and why this leap feels like exactly what I needed.

2012

Interrobang on iPhone, iPad, and iOS. What‽

Interrobang on iPhone, iPad, and iOS. What‽

··137 words·1 min
A friend and I were messaging about the interrobang (‽) and all of it’s greatness, but lamenting about the lack of the punctuation on iOS.